I haven't posted in a while here or anywhere to be honest (hence the x-postage).  I don't feel like I've been too busy but I'm mentally exhausted by the time I can catch up on internet stuff.  These past couple of weeks have been hard on a lot of people, we've had some deaths (co-workers), illnesses (co-workers, family) and accidents.  Hopefully this will be it for a while, it's emotionally draining...especially when it hits us all like a huge storm.  

Speaking of deaths...what the hell happened to Anna Nicole Smith? I'm not a fan or anything, but I don't think I've ever been more shocked to hear somebody has died.  It was just so...unexpected.  Not to mention, she died in the same hotel we saw David Crosby at a few weeks ago in  Florida.  Bizzare.  

This weekend, my little sisters are cheering at States.  I hope they blow the roof off the place - they are so good and sooo cute. Good luck girlies!

Okay, I suppose I should start working.  I'm the only one here today (lucky me) and I'm going to have to bust my ass so I don't have to come in this weekend.  Ahh! I have to pack this weekend or early next week. Drama-rama. 

I'm very excited because Morgan found (gave back?) my Magnetic Fields CD that was either lost or stolen.  I'm pretty sure I lent it to Morgan and she just took it for all eternity.  And by eternity, I mean for the past year or so.  I'm now importing it into my iTunes and going to listen the shit out of it...whooo.

I'm reheating some pizza and trying to get Morgan to open a bottle of wine.  I've asked her fifty times (because she has to pick what we drink) and she just won't do it, not because she doesn't want it, but because she's that damn lazy. 

 

MORGAN. OPEN THE DAMN BOTTLE OF WINE.

Somethin' filled up
my heart with nothin',
someone told me not to cry.

But now that I'm older,
my heart's colder,
and I can see that it's a lie.

Children wake up,
hold your mistake up,
before they turn the summer into dust.

If the children don't grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We're just a million little god's causin rain storms turnin' every good thing to
rust.

I guess we'll just have to adjust.

With my lighnin' bolts a glowin'
I can see where I am goin' to be
when the reaper he reaches and touches my hand.

With my lighnin' bolts a glowin'
I can see where I am goin’
With my lighnin' bolts a glowin'
I can see where I am go-goin’

You'd better look out below

I should update, but I decided to post lyrics instead...

 

 

And you,
Were right to bide your time and not buy into my misery
Well the good things are never free
Do the colours of the rainbow look the same to everyone?
And I,
Was rushing round in circles for a reason to believe
Wipe the slime from off your sleeve
You could follow me for weeks
And I'm not going anywhere
Sometimes it's hard to love someone
Till the day that they are gone

And I
Just had a dream the other night
I was married to the Queen
And Madonna lived next door
I think she took a shine to me
And the kids were all grown up
But I had to turn her down
'Cos I was still in love with you

I'm turning Madonna down
I'm calling it my best move
I'll get her tickets to what she needs

I remember doing nothing on the night Sinatra died
And the night Jeff Buckley died
And the night Kurt Cobain died
And the night John Lennon died
I remember I stayed up to watch the news with everyone
And that was a lot of nights
And that was a lot of lives
Who lost the tickets to what they need?

No lie. Everytime I listen to Joe or J,MB I get all reflective and you know...just blah? 

 

I've been at my parents house for the past couple of days, spending a lot of quality time with everybody, which I'm so excited to be doing and having a blast doing so.  However, I just know something is missing.  I found myself slipping into daydreams, wondering how things would be if I were still with a certain somebody, wondering how he would react to something my family just did or how we would pass the time together at my parent's house in between "events".  He knows I miss him, I think he misses me and yet things aren't progressing towards...anything?  Yuck. Anyways, he's off doing his thing and I'm sitting here doing mine. 

 

I hope you are having a good time and staying safe.  I miss you.  Tell your friends I said 'Hi'- I miss them too.

 

 

I'm wicked excited about Thanksgiving this year.  I'm not really sure why, we never really have a huge blow-out of food or anything.  Maybe its because I feel like I haven't seen my family in FOREVER.  When I do see them, it is never all of them - just a sibling here and there.  It will be nice to have the whole gang sitting at the same table.  What I love about my family is that dinners are never a bore - nine times out of ten my mother is struggling to keep her drink down because of what one of my sisters has said and of course the entire table is in hysterics after that.  My brother usually gags at the sight of turkey (in full form) but is the first to get a second helping and the first to whine if he doesn't get to break the wishbone.  After we stuff ourselves, we all sit and watch National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation, Christmas Story and Trapped in Paradise.  It's been a family tradition - since, forever?  I have a feeling this is going to be one of the last holidays that we are all going to spend together.  It's rare that I see my sister Stephanie and Evelyn and Elizabeth will be going off to college shortly - it's just sad.  Our family is a weird dynamic - it's really hard to explain but it works for us and I'm sad to see it start to go, now the kids are getting older. 

 

Anyways, I'm really really excited to be able to spend a couple of days in my parent's crazy house.  I never fail to laugh my ass off and get a headache.  haha.  On the flip side, I won't get to see Ms. Morgan - she'll be stuffing her face in PA - she has at least fifty or so Thanksgivings to go to.  Last Thanksgiving, we were enjoying alcoholic beverages after a show at Massey Hall.  *sigh*

 

 

 

I want to go to McNally's so bad.  They have the Thanksgiving sandwich called "The Dickens" - normally I'm not a fan of Thanksgiving sandwiches, but it looks soooo good.  I've been addicted to the Food Network, slowly warming my stomach for feasting.  Now that I think about it, it is actually pretty sad that Morgan and I sit here and watch the Food Network all day and then have NO FOOD in the house.  I'm not kidding, I think all we have is wine and Entenmann cookies.  We suck?

I am a dumb bitch.

 

Oh, the people at Boston Market love Morgan and I.

If anybody wants a fucking awesome live BNL show - get Fairfax.  Seriously.

 

 

 

Sing for your dinner!

Jody, Morgan and I just got back from seeing that movie...Stranger Than Fiction (shit, I had to go look up the title-haha).  There was some debate as to whether it should have ended the way it did.  I was actually going to lay it out all on the table, but then realized that I should demonstrate at least an ounce of internet etiquette.  Anyways, good movie.  Not great, but good.  Maggie Gyllenhaal made the movie that much better and let's be honest, the thought of her and Will Ferrell as a couple turns me on. haha.  And for the record, everytime I try to type Will Ferrell's name, I type Willi. 

 

I wish there was somewhere here where you could type the current music you are listening to.  I'm listening to Heart "Alone" and I just really feel the need to broadcast that.

 

 

Oooo. The Stills just came on.  Yum.

 

 

It's okay to miss us.  Please come back.  We won't ask where you have been.  Seriously, no questions asked.

 

 

It's not going to get any easier...

I'm still bothered by the fact that Morgan, Jeannine, Jill and I saw this man at Mohegan Sun a bit ago who was obviously in the entertainment industry and we can't for the life of us figure out who the fuck it was.  We know that he spends most of his tv time on those stupid addictive shows like "101 Celebrity Mistakes" or "I Love the 80's".  He looks a bit like Issac Mizrahi, but not really, like, he is more...masculine? He has curly dark hair, dark rimmed glasses and a distinct voice. I think he might actually be a journalist? Please. If somebody could point me in the right direction, I would be eternally grateful. I've practically exhausted the IMDB database!  I'm pretty sure that he may have been at Mohegan Sun for the "Laugh-In" reuinion thing-y, but I can't be sure - there was so much shit going on that weekend, it is anybody's guess really.

 

Fark.

 

 

I know some dirty boys.

 

Bad boys.  ;)

Does anybody know/understand how the friends are listed in Live Space?  I feel like mine randomly move around and it doesn't seem to put the newest added person at the top of the list, or the bottom for that matter.

 

I'm confused. haha

IT IS NOVEMBER.

 

Well, it is November tomorrow.

 

Scary.

 

My sisters and I are already planning for Black Friday. 

 

The holiday season is upon us.

 

 

Fart.

I had a less than productive night of sleep last night.  Poor Morgan. She came in from the living room to find me apparently screaming? I guess it took her a while to shake me out of it...  So this will be the second time in a year that this has happened.  Both times, Burt Reynolds dressed as Colonel Sanders (yeah, I know...haha) is there.  The first time, he just watched over me while I was sinking into the couch, the second time (last night) he dismembered my entire family, morgan, jody and my puppies in front of me and the proceeded to beat the shit out of me while I was tied down.  Fun!

 

I have a bruise on my left hip and my right shin.  I have no idea what the frig I was doing but I am actually petrified to go to sleep tonight.  *sigh*  I hope I get some rest tonight. 

I stood on the porch last night at 1:00am in my wool robe, umbrella and a bottle of wine.

 

I feel bad for Morgan because I was a moody bitch and I kept yelling at her to talk about flowers. haha

 

She yelled at me because I broke the back of the remote control 2 years ago.  yes, 2 years ago.  she decided to scream this at me while I was finally falling asleep. bitch.

 

 

yes like sex sex sex babies! yayyyy babies! more sex!

I WANT BABIES!

AND/OR SEX!

BUT NOT WITH BABIES!

 

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after posting this i realized i should clarify that i didn't in fact say this - however, i do agree with the SEX part.